I blamed my husband for the divorce: the real reason for the collapse of the marriage.

When I left my marriage, I thought it was all my husband's fault.

According to The Sun: I didn't want to start over at 55, but I felt I had no choice.

Filled with sadness and accusations, I truly believed that if he had been different, we would still be married.

Divorce has always been harsh. We vowed to remain friends, trying to stay together as a family, still spending Christmas and holidays together.

But as events unfolded and when we fought over money and what each thought they deserved, things became increasingly complicated.

After I left, we sorted the matter out via Zoom, opting for mediation instead of a trial.

The latter would have cost a fortune and we would undoubtedly end up hating each other.

But it was still hard. Old grievances came to light during those video calls.

We were angry with each other and swallowed all those terrible thoughts that could no longer be said.

I wanted to try to get through the dissolution as painlessly as possible, but our shared pain and grief were visible on our faces. When we were on Zoom, sometimes I covered my husband's face with a sheet of paper, because seeing him was so painful.

Summary: The article describes the complicated emotional moments of divorce, when shared pain and grievances come to the surface. Despite attempts to part peacefully, conflicting situations in video calls exacerbate the pain and complicated emotions for both parties. The divorce did not end painlessly for the protagonists of this story.